The Year is Complete!

Please feel free to look back through the 365 days of 2010 sunrises, but "a year of getting up to meet the day" is officially completed. There will be no more new posts.

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Thank you so much for visiting.
A one year blog project in which I share a process of transitions: emptying of the nest, reacquainting with my rusty intellect, plowing onward with my first full length book, entering the second half of my first century, and generally reflecting on life.

(see Dec. 29th, 2009 entry for further explanation)

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

second bloom

sunrise:  4:57



All of the early buds and blossoms have run their course.  The first wildflowers are wilting in the fields.  But there is a second round - berries bursting forth, apples and crabapples growing, a new crop of queen anne's lace emerging, and mid-summer flowers showing their pretty faces.



They make me think of my youngest daughter.  With high school behind her and gratifying summer work under way, T. is coming into her own.  I know that for some, high school years provide wonderful, lifelong memories of fulfillment and deep connections.  For others, they are a time of shackled identity. 

It also helps that she found a job where she can flourish this summer.  Last year she was cleaning out dog kennels and struggling with an intimidating boss.  This year she is in retail, working with people, talking to customers, and getting lots of positive feedback.

She is like a flower coming into bloom, so happy to see the sun, suddenly aware that she is a beautiful part of a beautiful world. 



Her grandmother turned to me the other night after spending an evening with T.  T had been regaling the table with stories of her workplace.  On request, she delivered her sales pitch for artisan imported olive oils and balsamic vinegars with dazzling confidence.  "Wow," said Nana to me afterwards,  "She is something!  Bravo!"

Monday, July 5, 2010

all this, and heaven too


sunrise: 4:54


Sometimes, just being in the world, I get flutterings of astonishment in my stomach. How could I be here, now, in this time, in this place?



I was full of thoughts of Rachel Field this morning, my subject, my inspiration, my friend across time. Some time soon I will allow myself to open back up to full immersion in the story of Rachel’s life.



All of this blog posting and examiner column writing is like dancing around the biggest thing that I really want to do, which is to finish the book that I started about the woman who walked around this island, awoke at dawn in this house, sat in these rooms. She took her little Scottie dog for walks around the paths, swam in the tide pool on hot days, picked berries, wrote all morning in the back studio, went to dinner parties like the front porch party we had for my mother-in-law’s 79th birthday last night.



I have become acquainted with an avid Rachel Field fan who lives on the other side of the country. She knows all about Rachel’s love of Sutton Island, and when she saw my first blog photos of Sutton I received an email that said, “I feel like I’ve died and gone to heaven!”



The mention of heaven is fitting. Rachel Field's most successful novel was called “All This and Heaven Too.” It was a best seller and later an Oscar nominated film. The title was an exclamation of appreciation for life, even faced with trial and defeat.  That is how I felt this morning, bathed in swirling currents of warm and cool air as I walked amidst the rising light of dawn on the island path. Rachel herself was inordinately grateful for the beauty of the world and the privilege of being here to see it.






 
Sutton Island was Rachel’s heaven on Earth for most of her life. I imagine that for her, standing on the rocks at the edge of the sea at dawn was the kind of moment that gave her a sense of wonder, a flutter of amazement at the heartbreaking loveliness. That might be the moment when she asked herself, how can this be? All this? and heaven too? If her spirit lingers anywhere, this is the place.





It was a quiet island this morning. Unusually warm, little breeze, no lobster boats since it’s a holiday – even the birds were quiet. A good morning for contemplation.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

American art

sunrise:  4:55



Happy Birthday USA



The beauty of the morning sky today reminded me of the paintings in the Hudson River School.  It was "the first coherent school of American art," and came into being in the mid 1800's.  It seems like a good day to pay tribute to an American historic movement.



When I was in college I had the great privilege of taking a couple of classes in the History of Art department.  My favorite part was when I got to go into the museum which housed many original works of art that we were studying - just a short walk from my dormitory.



That was when I fell in love with the Hudson River School paintings - Thomas Cole, Frederick Church, Asher Durand.  My college major was American Studies, and it was exciting and eye-opening for me to learn how American art reflected the spirit of reverence for the untouched natural world, exploration, discovery, courage, and grand dreams. 



Their reverence for wilderness and the awe-inspiring landscapes in nature, untouched by humankind, is evident on almost every canvas.  Our philosophies have shifted over the last hundred and fifty years or so.  In the Hudson River paintings, man often holds a central place, even if he is small.  Nowadays we are still in awe of the diminishing places on Earth where man has not yet made his mark.  We watch National Geographic's Planet Earth series and gasp in wonder.  It is not unlike what those early Americans felt when in the presence of the untouched wilderness - but for them, it was just beyond their neighborhoods, or right outside their doors.



Now, most people can only see these places by watching them on TV.  There have surely been dramatic changes in our society as we have conquered all of the wilderness against which we used to struggle.  Our sense of reverence and awe for the world in its natural state has largely been removed from our lives, and it is to our detriment.



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I got a photo of the duck flurry across the pond this morning - but it is a blur.  They are quick - and elusive!  Instead I give you my doggie friends, who would happily stay outside all day in the nice dirt excavation they created under our giant spruce tree.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

we are seven

sunrise:  4:55



Happy news!  The mallards that were lingering on the pond early this spring did not abandon the area after all.  We have baby ducks.  I only saw them in fleeting flurries of ruffled water the first few times, since they rush into the reeds so quickly when the dogs and I show up. 



This morning I got a good look and a full count - there are seven!  They're pretty big ducks by now - about half the size of their mother.  I wonder if they spent their tiny ducklinghood elsewhere, or if they have just laid low in the mornings before now.  Alas - I was too slow with the camera once again.  I'll keep trying.



I'm sort of glad, now, that the dogs terrorized that cat the other day.  Cats have wreaked havoc with our duckling population in years past.  If that cat is scared to return, so much the better.



I include a little Wordsworth for you this morning, which came to my mind because of the 7 ducklings.  It is a charming tale of childhood innocence (and adult pig-headedness, I'd say).  One cool thing about Wordsworth is that he kept journals, so we know that he actually met a young girl in the countryside that intrigued him, though he never learned her name. 



Here is the poem, by William Wordsworth, written in 1798:

WE ARE SEVEN

A SIMPLE Child,dear brother Jim
          That lightly draws its breath,
          And feels its life in every limb,
          What should it know of death?

          I met a little cottage Girl:
          She was eight years old, she said;
          Her hair was thick with many a curl
          That clustered round her head.

          She had a rustic, woodland air,
          And she was wildly clad:                                    10
          Her eyes were fair, and very fair;
          --Her beauty made me glad.

          "Sisters and brothers, little Maid,
          How many may you be?"
          "How many? Seven in all," she said
          And wondering looked at me.

          "And where are they? I pray you tell."
          She answered, "Seven are we;
          And two of us at Conway dwell,
          And two are gone to sea.                                    20

          "Two of us in the church-yard lie,
          My sister and my brother;
          And, in the church-yard cottage, I
          Dwell near them with my mother."

          "You say that two at Conway dwell,
          And two are gone to sea,
          Yet ye are seven!--I pray you tell,
          Sweet Maid, how this may be."

          Then did the little Maid reply,
          "Seven boys and girls are we;                               30
          Two of us in the church-yard lie,
          Beneath the church-yard tree."

          "You run about, my little Maid,
          Your limbs they are alive;
          If two are in the church-yard laid,
          Then ye are only five."

          "Their graves are green, they may be seen,"
          The little Maid replied,
          "Twelve steps or more from my mother's door,
          And they are side by side.                                  40

          "My stockings there I often knit,
          My kerchief there I hem;
          And there upon the ground I sit,
          And sing a song to them.

          "And often after sunset, Sir,
          When it is light and fair,
          I take my little porringer,
          And eat my supper there.

          "The first that died was sister Jane;
          In bed she moaning lay,                                     50
          Till God released her of her pain;
          And then she went away.

          "So in the church-yard she was laid;
          And, when the grass was dry,
          Together round her grave we played,
          My brother John and I.

          "And when the ground was white with snow,
          And I could run and slide,
          My brother John was forced to go,
          And he lies by her side."                                   60

          "How many are you, then," said I,
          "If they two are in heaven?"
          Quick was the little Maid's reply,
          "O Master! we are seven."

          "But they are dead; those two are dead!
          Their spirits are in heaven!"
          'Twas throwing words away; for still
          The little Maid would have her will,
          And said, "Nay, we are seven!"
 
 
 

Friday, July 2, 2010

north brother mountain

sunrise:  4:54



Today's sunrise photo comes from inside a car on its way to Baxter State Park in Maine.  Two hiking companions and I left home at around 5am and returned about 14 hours later after a spectacular day.



I'll stretch my usual standard and include photos from most of the day.  It all began, after all, as a sunrise outing.

Many thanks go out into the stratosphere to Percival Baxter, who first donated 6000 acres of breathtaking wilderness to the State of Maine in the early 1930's - and that was only the beginning of what is now Baxter State Park,  209, 501 acres of unparalleled beauty and wildness.

Before today I was like many visitors to the park.  I had been several times, but only to climb the monstrous and awe-inspiring Mt. Katahdin.  What a pleasure it was to spend this beautiful day with two enthusiastic women as we got to see the park from a whole new angle.



Unlike the typical Maine mountain trail (ie: Katahdin), the Marston trail up to North Brother allowed a great deal of actual walking.  You could look around as you strolled through idyllic forests with fairy like settings and displays of moss and flowers that would do any landscaper proud.



Yes - there were more typical sections of trail - river beds doubling as a trail, boulder fields, clambering tangles of rocks and roots that required constant vigilance toward the ground.  But the greenery!  the babbling brook!  the dappled sunlight filtering through an early summer canopy!  the cool air and the light breeze!  and the VIEW!



(there I am with the summit marker behind me)







 





It doesn't get much better than this.  Maine rocks.

and my feet hurt.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

playing with numbers

sunrise:  4:54



Today's was the latest sunrise since May.  It took a month to get from 4:54 to 4:49 and back again.  Although June was a lovely month, I can't say I'll miss all of those earliest risings.  I'm looking forward to the sun speeding up its process of sleeping in, so that I may do the same.  I haven't actually set my alarm forward yet since I like to change it in 10 minute increments.  But soon!



I received an enthusiastic congratulations from a friend yesterday - for reaching 6 months, the halfway point in my year of dawn outings.  It was very kind and gave me a boost.  But if I tap into the part of me that comes from my dad, I quibble over numbers.

I can just hear my family groaning - though many of them have caught the same numbers bug.



Halfway depends on how you look at it.  Half of the year's months are gone, but the halfway point of the year in days will be at about mid-day tomorrow, July 2nd.  July 2nd is the 183rd day of the year, the exact halfway point in the 365 days of 2010.




My father's fascination with numbers has led him to discover all kinds of momentous events that would otherwise have passed us by.  He made a big deal, for example, about the day that he and my mom reached their 10,000 day anniversary.  It comes somewhere between 27 and 28 years.  I have only just realized as I write this that as of about two weeks ago they have been married for 56 years - so they must have passed their 20,000th day within the last year.  I'm amazed that I didn't hear about that one.  It's a pretty good record.



Numerologists and statisticians can spend a lifetime playing with numbers.  Books have been written about numbers - Fermat's Enigma and The Golden Ratio and a bunch of books about zero...  It really can be addicting. 



Between my father and their paternal great-grandfather, a brilliant MIT professor, my children definitely have number play in their genes.  At age six or so, one of N's favorite games was the doubling game: 2 - 4- 8- 16 - etc.  When we got up to 8 and 9 digit numbers she slowed down, but after mulling it over for 5 minutes or so she'd chirp out the answer.

T. wrote a high school research paper on the number 7.



I knew that S. had inherited the numbers gene when he pointed something out to me one Wednesday in February, long ago.  "Hey Mom.  I just realized that today is nine days until we turn nine (he's a twin), and next Wednesday is eleven days until A.(older sister) turns eleven!"

"Wow, Honey.  I never thought of that."

Enjoy a day of numerous pleasures.